(This post is just pretty much for me to look back on throughout the year. You don’t have to read :P )
Ok so 2011 hasn’t had the best of starts i’ll admit. But I can overlook that and I’ve decided that today will be the official start of 2011 for me. I’m not saying all the shits gonna go away. that would be stupid. I’m just going to set some goals. Try to change my outlook on things and fill my time with stuff that I enjoy doing. Well thats the plan.
So. Where to start. Fitness/Health. Yeah that seems about right. I don’t need to diet. unless I want to disappear. I want to put on weight while exercising regularly and become a lot more toned than I currently am.
Next we come to Art! as you all should know by now I tend to paint and shizzle and this year I’m going to take it a lot more seriously than I have been. I mean I have to! Its going to be my career and its a dog eat dog world with a shit ton of amazing artists out there, I have to be so much better than I am now if I want to succeed.
Past-times… Well when I am not painting or at college or anything else I’m usually sat here in my bed just scrolling threw endless pointless content on the internet. That doesn’t really mix well with my depression and my ever growing feeling of loneliness. I want to reconnect with old friends. Make new ones. Go out more and enjoy life. and possibly see the sun sometimes. This year I am going to stop saying No all the time and live a little. I’m going to start saying yes. I’m going to be the one to arrange plans with friends instead of waiting for them to do so. I’m going to enjoy the company of my family instead of being locked away in my room. so heres a list of things i need to do this year.
And now comes to my outlook on life. I need to stop falling for the next guy who comes along and shows interest in me. I end up putting myself in the position where they can walk all over me and thats gonna stop. I need to stop moping about how shit life is. Its up to me to make it better. Complaining about it and not doing anything about it wont make it any better. I need to stop being worried to do things that I enjoy incase it makes me looks stupid/uncool or w.e, If it makes me happy than no one can judge me for it. I need to take more risks, Live life dangerously. (but not too dangerously i’ll still look twice while crossing roads :P). I gotta say yes more often. and strut my stuff like i’m the queen mother fucking bee.
My mottos of choice for this year are going to be:
Its your loss, Not mine.
Its better to burn out than it is to fade away.
No pressure, No diamonds.
And lastly. This year will more than likely be filled with me having to Move on and thats exactly just what I’ll do.
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